Whose fault was it anyways??

I have never felt this guilty before! I have never ever felt this guilty ever before! I am not even sure why I am feeling guilty in the first place. But then the feeling is miserable. The feeling is just too painful to let it go or tell its ok with a fake smile. The turnout of events over the past few weeks has left with me and my loved ones nothing but with pain and sorrow. What led to all these confusions, misunderstandings, fights, betrayal, let downs, disappointments, shame and misery? Whom do we blame for whatever happened and what was the reason behind this entire emotional drama? Was it love? Was it care? Was it friendship? Was it obsession? Was it betrayal? Was it personal incapability? Was it immaturity? Was it insecurity? What was the reason and what triumphed finally? I am quite not sure. But all I can say is it has left us all hurt, injured deep inside and left its scar for the rest of our lives. No one can be blamed, for it was no one’s fault, it was none’s deliberate act. It was time and destiny that once again played its cruel game with us. Time can be as cruel as a dreadful killer who cares not what one has to say. It just does things its own way, plays around with people’s lives, leaves behind the mark that sometimes maybe fatal and unreasonable to blindly accept. I am no poet here nor am I a wise person who can give a lecture about destiny and fate. I am just a person, a lay person who has been a victim of the game that destiny played and left its treacherous scar on.

It hurts!